Today was horrible...

My day started off bad, I was supposed to go shopping. Never went. I ended up going for a walk and buying some stuff to make me feel better. All was going a bit better because I was hanging out with one of my friends, then around 9 PM. I can't even find the words to express what happened. My ex and I got into it BIG time, my friend was upset because he wanted to spend the night watching the fireworks. That never happened. I sat outside, until midnight crying my ass off, thinking so much, watching the fireworks, and just wondering why my day was so horrible.